fuck you!

wtf, why i got those fren 1 ?

im very regret lo ! seriously !

fuck you ! go away from me..

i hate you all very much now ! FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

HAPPY !!

haha, few days didn't update my blog edi..
lets start now !

thursday 28.01.2010

hmmppp.. same as usual go to work and dating with baby..
something happened in the school..
make me insane ! omg ! i can laugh for few days.
im going crazy !!!!! i keep imagine the thing ! fuck.
that day, i ask my student to colour..
but i saw him why do not take out the pencil colour.
then i take his bag and check out.
hahaha, then i saw something so interesting inside his bag..
i take out ! OMG!!
its SAUSAGE ! why the student will bring the sausage to skul and put in the bag?
make me insane ! i keep laugh laugh laugh and laugh ! NON STOP!
after that i ask him , izzit you like teacher? you want to give teacher?
he say yes, then i ask him izzit teacher so pretty ? he say YES ! akakakakakakakakakakakakakaka!
this student really freaking funny MAN !
i can laugh about this NON-STOP!
im going crazy!
after worked, then i baby back with me..
i reached home and ate my lunch after that bring babe and henry go to eat.
4pm+ sent them to station lrt, henry want to go bangsar for return something.
on the way to station lrt, got a corner..
then i hear henry say aiyar !
then i see the mirror, because im driving..
i saw a shoes there, then i see behind me..
wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! henry pokai !!
because he didn't hold anything.. then pokai ~!
omggg.. i laugh non stop about this..
that day , hoezai come back from kuatan ~
mm.. at the night i go have a tea with ai xian, hoezai , henry, huiru, kahwei and beh..
wakakakakakaka.. HAAAAAAAA..
in the cafe shop, laugh NON STOP 1hour !
1hour you know ? NON STOP !
kahwei keep say abnormal thing.. gahhh~~~
ma lou, make me insane..
when i chatting with my dear and on cam..
my fren keep make my babe.
akakakaka.. my fren damn funny izzit my babe? =D
10pm+ we go second round to S.A
got, henry, me, hoezai, ai xian, hui ru, xuanlong, kokkit, fei jun, peiyen, ah dew, ahbing and kelvin.
ma hai, i dunno izzit i too crazy edi ! keep laugh at there..
and keep make joke.
fuck nia.. 12am+ back home because need to work .

END.

friday 29.01.2010

hmmp, go to work as usual..
ahbing start to work today ~
very tired today.. because i keep need to care those children.
baby have a serious sick ~ he naughty, dun want eat medicine.
finally eat edi =D
after skul, tot wanna yamcha with hoezai..
because he say he take his NEW CAR today ~
but ffk. late edi.
then we go cafe shop to eat and chit chat..
5pm+ back and wait hoezai come to my house go sent my dear to midvalley..
haihz, traffic jam like hell ! 10pm+ reached home.. sot edi ~
something funny laa.. lazy type out..
I CAN SAY THAT, I LAUGH NON STOP THIS RECENTLY !
IM TOO HAPPY LE !
im miss him so much now..
feel wanna cry . dunno why !
really miss him alot. wanna hug him ~
he sick edi, i cant take care him..
so worried!
haihz.. god bless him~

i love you MR.I

WithLove,
JuanBabe.

i hate the feeling ~

i dun want to hurt anymore, can i ?

i hate the feeling !!!!!

i need happiness !!!

happiness ~

im so damn happiness that i have you ..
you give me all the thing that i never had b4 ..
baby, i love you very very much ~
this afternoon, wake up on 2pm, he text me..
say izzit i sien him edi, i DIDN'T! i still not yet wake up la baby.
hmmp, then i call him..
aiyerrr.. no brush teeth no take shower and no eat breakfast then go da gei edi.. DOTA AGAIN?!
i stop him dota 1week .. hahha ~ he promised also..
dunno will he do that? =) hope so...
laaaaaaaaaa.. this afternoon almost quarrel with baby..
because of me lo ~ haihz.. bitch la me..
after that nothing edi.. after i take my breakfast, 2pm+ i go out alone and bring lappy go on9 ..
im so enjoy when im alone. duno why.
this recently always like this..
chat with baby until 4pm+ his go do something.
then i go find xinyi yamcha.. hahahaha ~
long time didn't find her edi.. damn miss her.. duhh!
gossip until 5pm, back home and lying on the bed and miss him ~
6pm+ baby call me and chat a while his go to study.
hmmp, tonight didn't go out eat.. maybe mummy lazy want to go out..
dinner at home. 9pm+ i go maybank alone ..
after that fetch henry acc me go another maybank, because that stupid maybank got problem. canot transfer.. sorhai ! make me want go another place, waste my car oil.. another bank also ! ma ji bai ~ make me damn angry.
after that we go to 28 yamcha..
got henry, ahchung, manfei, fengling, kianchong,kokkit,peiyen and me.
hmmp, 11pm+ sent henry back and i go 7eleven buy top up card and buy bread for make egg sandwish to baby , henry, sis and my love ASSIS !
reach home and call baby chit chat a while then i go make the sandwish.
boiled the egg wait 20min and start to cut onion and cucumber.
after that i on msn chat with baby again, i want to see him ar !!
chat a while then off again , and call him and chat again..
everyday everymin everysec everyhour chat chat chat ! we very 8.. keep gossip ..
after hang up, i go make the sandwish again.. ma hai you know i saw what?
so hai ......... COCKROACH !! grrrrrrrrrrrr...
i dunno use what to SMACK it !
then i take a bottle and SMACK it 9 9 !
then it die already.. hahahahahahahhahahahahahhahah..
sohai cockroach let me stun ~ akakakakakaka, * try to imagine how i kill it.
it very geli after dead, then i blow it to the washing basin, and open the faucet.
then it die in the washing basin hole.. hahahahahahahaha.. very sohai !
COCKROACH, dont appear in front of me ~ you will die 9 9 =DDDDDD
hmmp, finally.. i finished my egg sandwish.. gonna to sleep now.
later baby STUN me like i STUN the cockroach.. akakaka
goodnight..

i love you babe.

With Love,
JuanBabe.

nothing

nothing to update.
window shopping, at last buy thing. im shit.
lazy.

=)

haihz, today my skul really confused..some student fight in the skul.. let me hit..a boy bite his fren, his fren punch his head..i dunno which is true.. hard to explain to their parent. = =and then b4 i back home some girl broke down the light..i almost kena.. if kena i will die.. baby damn fierce..laaaaaaaaa.. i know he very du lan ~ very punch her already ~ hahahahaha.. because he dun like kid = = but i like ar @@hehe, after work.. wait babe until 3pm, because some1 delay his work time..then back home to eat, and he meet my mother.. hahahahagot identify to meet already.. kakakakaafter my lunch, i take henry back home, and go mcdonald with babe..he hungry like a cat. hahahaha.. i scare he dizzy seriously..and he sleep late today.. didn't eat anything else.. then i go buy some bread and biscuit for him b4 i go to work.. dunno he sweet anot.. =DHMMP, after lunch he came to my house.. 5pm sent him to station lrt.. owwww...something happened b4 we go station lrt.. but after i back home. nothing edi.baby dont worry ! hahahaha.. today im damn happy.. dunno why.. feel so sweet ~ hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha baby say he happy and sweet too, nothing to block us today ~ im so enjoy and relax today..im waiting my baby on9 now, im alone outside @@i scare kena rob. arghh ~because im girl.. @@hooooo, scare lah babe ~faster come and hug me lah.. muacks.. i love you deep , sweet day =)love you much everyday..

i love you. mr.ivan

WithLove,
JuanBabe.

KILL MYSELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

IM SO SORRY, IM NOT THE MEAN THAT WANNA MAKE OUT PROBLEM.
MAYBE YOU WILL FEEL THAT IM SO BOTHERSOME AND ANNOYED.
HOWEVER,
IM SO SORRY , MR.IVAN

I HATE THE FEELING RIGHT NOW..

im very confused now...
izzit that's true? i dunno ~ god.. only you can help me.
god ! i love you deep..
haihz, what gonna happened lately?
i dunno also, no 1 know..
i scare the answer is real 1 ..
what i gonna be? i dunno..
i need a comfirm answer.. haihz..~
i hate myself so much..
i hard to express my feeling..
i need warm hug, warm kiss make me comfortable..
i need a shoulder right now ! can i get this ?
i need to cry badly.. i need some1 can listen to me..
im the 1 who look down myself..
some1 help me? i need it badly ! SERIOUS !
haihz.. what happened to me suddenly?
i dunno why also. emo now.
im happy just now , but im emo now.
im really is a bitch ! bullshit

PAIN, SWEET, UNLUCKY

okay, start from this morning..
went to work like usual.. ROAR!
haihz .. my student play the door when im talking with auntie..
omg , my hand kena folder to the door.. oh shit ! pain like hell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sooooooooo pain.. okay, after that nothing.. coz baby sayang back ~
laaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. after work, we back home together with henry, sis and babe.
reached my home, i go changed cloth.. because we need to go cc for da gei with kelvin xuan and henry and babe and me. kaaa..
b4 changed cloth, henry and my babe play bro ps2 - naruto = ="""
they damn noisy = = "
3pm go mamak stall wait for them to come..
go cc until 4pm+ sent baby to station lrt.. alaaa, i hate those time when im sent him to lrt..
gahh.. something happened, but secret lah ~ hoho~ you know i know lo mr . ivan.
and then i back home after i sent him to lrt..
then lying on the bed chat with him.. hehe
today really sweet, but something happened just now..
seriously im down just now.. dunno how to solve the problem..
but i know, you will solve that whatever ~!
i trust you.. =)
just now no comp play, my face damn diu ! NO COMP = NO LIFE
then i go out on9, when i take the laptop charger, i knock my head to the table..
wtfbbq ! damn pain ~!!! gahhh..
haihz ..
im so unlucky today.. i need sek back lahh.. hahahaha ~
haihz, have a nice day today =)
HOWEVER, I LOVE YOU DEEP ! my beloved.

WithLove,
JuanBabe.

how sweet am i ?

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... wake up in the morning.. sleep late edi le..
because i sick edi .. haihz .. very suffer !
oh no, mother fucker.. can you dont disturb me anymore? fuck ~
you so annoyed~ ewww...
8.30am go to work .. baby buy medicine for me.. wow ~
how sweet am i ? he very sayang me ~ hehehehe.. im very sweet today ~
omg .. so warm ~ lalaa..
today we go hospital visited heidi, b4 we go , we go to shopping mall some fruit for heidi~
and then i go bread for them, sis, henry and baby.. i know they're very hungry~
after that we go to hospital together.. hmmp~
today baby damn sayang me.. =D IM SO SWEET LA BABY..
4pm + reached home and then out with baby and henry..
go 28 yamcha with dave,kelvin, jimmy, ahchung and xuan..
gahhh~~ 5pm+ sent baby go station lrt.. haihz.. i cant let him go lah seriously..
feel sad.. i scare we no more time can dating.. because i want go NS soon~
i have to appreciate the time now ~ no 1 understand.. even family too..
ya, i spent all the money because of i need happy.. its so easy~
and i need baby badly.. i need his shoulder, need his hug, need his sayang.. its so easy ~ izzit ?
after sent him back i take a nap, because i eat panadol , feel so sleepy.. awwww
now, what he doing? DOTA LAH ! DOTA DOTA DOTA !
DOTA MAKE PPL CRAZY ! dont want work dont want sleep dont want eat dont want back home dont want go toilet.. every girl, correct anot? ishh !! DOTA ! I HATE YOU..
its crazy !! stupid ass DOTA ! make my dear, my bro , my fren gonna crazy edi..
while playing, diu diu diu and diu ! dunno why?! Omg~
last time my fren play until want to fight? need anot? dota make ppl crazy ~ gahhh!!
but dear, behave urself.. dont play always alright ? stop foul language.. !! duhh~~
im waiting you to online lah.. ROAR !

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH mr. ivan ! I'M SO SWEET TODAY ~

WithLove,
JuanBabe.

Sick, suffer ~

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. happy everyday when i be with him~
today 8.30am wake up, get flu edi ~ haihz..
and then baby say he sick too, sore throat @@
and then b4 i go to work i go 7eleven buy medicine for my dear..
he sick.................. heart pain, but, he deserve 1..
because he didn't drink water, but serisouly i heart pain when i saw him sick.. sayang sayang back =*) muackss..
after worked, i sent my sis and henry back.. and then go find him~
we go yamcha.. haihz, but bad weather..
because my baby want to learn car .. drive my car lah ~
haihz, at last no.. next time lah ~ hehehehe ~
4pm+ sent him to station lrt, aiyar, i cant let him go lah ~
want crazy already ~ fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lalalala, MY FREN, i miss his lips .. so?! i miss his hug.. so?!
envy ar ? hahahahaha ~ dont try to say about him =P
i private my blog then you all cant see edi.. wakekekeke
i love him i love him ~ chuiiiiiiiiiiiiiii meh.. =XXXX akakaka
haihz, i get sick edi lah ~
very suffer erhh.. GRRRRRRRRRR... and i miss you alot ~
love ya..

WithLove,
JuanBabe.

OH NO ! i love him very very much ~

hahahaha.. what the?????????
finally i out with him.. duhh ~
dar, i think because of me you faster finish ur thing izzit?
if not, you wont so fast i know that.. because you're very lazy..=X
hahaha, we go da gei today ~ @@ lalalala
damn happy ... happy until i want to bang wall edi ~
he hold my hand? i feel soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo warm..
because i damn emo yesterday.. i miss him sooooooooooooooo much~
lalalala, very happy.. gonna insane..
i miss his lips lah.. hoho ~ very soft..
i like to pinch his face, but he dont like that.. awww..
but nvm, i know you allowed me to pinch ur face..
coz im ur dear mah.. izzit? *i know i perasan.. hoho
lalalala, i can see you tomoro.. but 11am -12pm only..
but nvm its ok ~ i know you will take time to come find me..
waiting tomoro ~ lalalala..

i love you my dear babe..

WITH LOVE,
Juanbabe.

let it

babe, maybe we just gather only 3days..
but i scared? why? i dunno also ~
but you dont worry, i forget my ex already..
trust me .. but sometime i jealous about you stick with girl..
i know i have not to suspect you and i should believe on you ..
i hope that i can with you forever.. GRR...
why so suddenly we will be together? haha..
i dunno why also.. fate problem?
i like to see you smile, laugh bla bla bla..
sometime do stupid to me.. make me LMAO~
hahahaha.. baby, tell me you love me and wont abandon me..
when i chat with you i feel very happy..
i can dont bother my friend and keep chat with you.
first time like this, and rush to some place to chat with you when big rain..
actually, just now when i on the way to the cafe shop, almost an accident,
coz i drive too fast.. sorry ~ i promised you that i wont do that again.. hehe
because i love you mah ~ =P
haha, you sure sleep like a pig now..
dar, i want to tell you that, dont try to lie me.. i dont like that..
if you like others, tell me the true..
what you want to do, just tell me ~ i wont angry..
however, i hope you happy~ we can solve everything and talk properly..
NO LIES ! if you choose to leave me, tell me..
i want you happy only.. thats all !
i tired about liar.. but i trust you lah.. =)

LOVE YA.

WITH LOVE,
Juanbabe.